Chapel today was interesting. Daniel Paul Watkins (our Student Association President) discussed parts of his experience growing up. He confessed that at times, he wears a costume or puts on a mask before beginning your day.
I came to chapel late with the unexpected task of taking pictures of the "new and improved"card readers. I found the seat that my friend had been saving for me and tried to climb through a few people with my backpack and camera bag...I don't think I could have been more distracting to those around me.
DPW continued with his speech and said he was going to do "something different and a little scary". He then began to take off his clothing. The audience laughed and then was silent. DPW was trying to prove a point that we need to be vulnerable with everyone, especially God.
Now, I was seated to the right of the stage, in shock with the rest of the audience. But unlike the rest of my shocked peers, I had a camera with me....apparently with great camera equipment comes great responsibility.
Many questions surfaced in my mind:
Should I fold to my fears of taking a picture of our Student Association President TAKING OFF HIS CLOTHES in front of the entire class body or do I try to snap a few shots? What would the people around me think? Will it be distracting? Will it take away from the message?
After giggling a lot with my friend sitting next to me, I slowly took out the camera to take some pictures. I felt awkward, creepy, and misunderstood all at the same time. The looks on the faces of the people surrounding me added to my uneasiness.
Though the pictures probably aren't usable, I did learn a valuable lesson and have a minor sense of accomplishment as a photographer. There are times when our desire to take the perfect picture will be tested by embarrassment, humor, or even ethics.
I guess that maybe now I'm beginning to learn a little more about Emily the Photographer.

This picture is a test.